As many people, I always wanted to do it but I always found an excuse not to: lack of time, fear of needles, not reaching the minimum weight....
Yes, ladies and gentlemen, I was too "bloody" thin to give blood. Growing up I wondered why all diets were aimed to loose weight, when I actually wanted to put on some. Thin my nature and nervous by disposition, I never seemed to manage to stomach bigger portions than the ones I eat.
When I moved countries, changed diet, grew older (and calmer?), I managed to put some weight on. And I reached the minimum amount required (it's 50 kg, by the way - just over 7 st and 12 lb). Then I went back to the original excuses: lack of time, fear of needles... you name it, until I lost the weight again.
To silence my guilty conscience I even became an organ donor. That did the trick for a while.
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Nerves were relatively under control as I approached the queue standing outside the mini bus type of vehicle. A member of staff approached me with a questionaire.
- Are you here to donate?
- Yes, I am.
- Have you donated blood before?
- No, I haven't.
Then she looked up from her board & our eyes met. I saw her face change. Ever so slightly.
-Would you mind stepping onto these scales?
-Not at all.
I couldn't refuse, I wasn't there to cause trouble, was I? While I was doing the whole "do-I-need-to-take-my-shoes-off? what-do-I-do-with-my-handbag?" routine, I could feel the eyes of the other donors in the queue drilling the back of my neck. I held my breath while the electronic scales did their job.
-I'm sorry, lady, you don't reach the minimum weight.
Thump!
No, I didn't faint. But I felt like I was punched in the face, or my heart being was reaped out of my chest or a bit of both. I should be relieved, I thought, I wasn't really looking to having a needle stuck to my arm. Instead, I felt disappointed.
I was so embarrassed I forgot to ask if there were any other requirements that I potentially didn't meet. Some nervous jokes were make on both sides. "You 'bloody' lucky cow" I almost did hear someone think. Anything but. Sadly.
I walked away looking for the closest bakery place where to drown my sorrows with a coffee and a pastry. Then I though, no, this is not the way. I kept walking in a bit of a haze. Then I started to think how I could gain those few little pounds that separated me from both overcoming one of my fears and fulfilling a dream.
So I have a new goal: how to put on weight healthyly to be able to donate blood.
So keep tuned, I'll tell you how I'm getting on.
In the meantime, I "liked" their facebook page, which is promoting blood donations: www.facebook.com/ichhcanarias (sorry, it's in Spanish!). It's all I'm allowed to do for the time being. So why not?
Why don't you look up your own local donation agency?
Thank you!
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